Saturday, December 5, 2009

The worst part about growing up


The very worst part about growing up for me. Is the anxiousness. I know im destined for Greatness i feel it in my blood every second of every day. The only problem is when
WHEN WILL I ACCOMPLISH THIS GREATNESS!? I feel like i am honestly a step away everywhere i go. Just a split second later from now or the next moment THERE I'll BE ON TOP OF THE WORLD! Its exactly why i ditch the negativity in life, i know im better than it and im destined for SO MUCH MORE.
Life just hurry up and get me there this college thing is really kind nerve racking.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Eat, Sleep, Repeat



Its funny how things come into your life when you need them most. You can completely neglect something and find it a waste until one day when it just fits. Just like that missing puzzle piece you find underneath the couch from that Saturday of boredom months ago.
I can't help but feel like sometimes a person has no idea how they truly feel until something clicks. Just like how you don't know how much you loved someone until they walk out. Or how much you would of changed if you knew that this would happen. I feel like sometimes i wear a mask so much i don't even know i am wearing it. This happens until i discover something and my mask falls off and is lost. I am not one to cover up my emotions, because as my dad would say holding resentments only hurts yourself. But sometimes I want to live like my worlds fucking awesome extreme gnar gnar!!!!! In respect to other lives all around the world I have it great, and i am well aware of it. So when I tell myself to stop being a bitch about whatever it is and forget about, I tuck it inside somewhere deep. So when these songs christened my ears i couldn't help but realize my true emotions on my life at the current time. Which to be honest was pure loneliness. At this time i had very few friends because all the ones i was used to being around were too busy smoking weed. It wasn't even the fact that i was against being around it, cause i wasn't. I didn't really enjoy it but i dealt with it because i would have a good fucking time even around a bunch of mindless stoners. I grew from this album though it through me in a state where i realized that I can only grow from here so I did. So like the album says "KEEP YOUR HEAD UP AND DON'T GIVE UP LIKE ALL THE FOOLS WHO PLAY IT SMART, LOSE YOUR HEAD JUST FOR YOUR HEART" In the end i hate routine and this was what my life felt like and this what this album spoke.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

When Broken Is Easily Fixed




From the ages of 13 to 14 a lot of bad was in my house. My parents fought all the time, mainly my mom just going berserk on my Dad for no reason. I think it was her way of feeling less guilty for ruining the family little by little. No kid can enjoy a divorce. You're parents are your safe house that relationship they have is the biggest influence on your day to day actions. You know that whatever you do you have the safety and happiness of your Mom and Dad. When that is gone you have no fucking clue what to do.
I would just lay in my room and listen,over and over and over the same fucking songs. These songs were what made me cope. That and Pokemon haha you have to love Pokemon. But these songs let me vent, I don't know what it was but i felt relieved after thrashing around my room singing/whining these songs. These songs subconsciously replaced just a part of what my parents had destroyed. I finally felt just a bit safe, i felt i didn't have to lash out and drink or do anything radical like most kids. I felt like these songs were my friend and were rubbing my back telling me everything will be fine.

Friday, April 17, 2009

fuck this fuck this fuck this!!!!!!!

How come every time something is given a chance life tears it down. How come we are so fucking selfish. How come we suck so much at saving this fucking planet from destruction.
WE DONT DO SHIT!
EVERYTHING WE FUCKING DO IS PRETTY MUCH WORTHLESS
so fuck the human race if we all die at least the world could start over and let some other species plauge this fucked place

Thursday, April 16, 2009

SO ZOMBIES!

I dont mean to bost or brag in any sense but theres only one way to say this!
I'm kind of really extremely good at being a zombie! I'll put a video up one of these days probably later today since all i'm doing is working on my pre exam for CHEMISTGAY. So just wait for that! Besides all of that zomzilla news I've been learning a shit load about animals lately. FOR INSTANCE!!!!!
Owls have silencers on their wings that no other bird has!


Those fuzzy like barbs on their wings makes their flap absolutely silent when flapping through the wind!!
Also birds don't have bladders!
I also learned that Pit Vipers such as Rattlesnakes are called pit vipers because of the little pits on their faces that have infrared sensory!
CUUURAZZY!!!!

Friday, April 10, 2009

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

LONG TIME!

Haven't bligged in a while!!!
BLOOG BLOOG!!!
SCHOOL IS KIND OF OVERWHELMING!!!!!!
but The new Silverstein is fucking awesome!!!
THIS ALBUM WILL BLOW YOUR MIND!!!!
I saw them back on the 24th of MARCH I can't believe its april
and its like zooming so fucking fast!!
ITS REALLY UNCOMFERTABLE!!!!
SINCE SO MUCH IS GOING TO CHANGE NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!
BUT WHATEVS!!! IT WILL BE AWESOME!!!!!!!

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I

This piece of shit also known as our interior secretary decided to follow through with the idiotic Bush administration's plan to de-list wolves!
If you didn't know last spring they were delisted and hunted and it was a bunch of FUCKING BULLSHIT!!
They were put back on the list because it makes no fucking sense for them to be off of it when there are only 1500 wolves in the northern Rockies. So what does this douche "Ken Salazar" do he decides he wants to take them off again because there are so many fucking reasons to
NO he is an idiot!
1. The amount of ranching throughout the northern Rockies that are in areas that wolves could be is very little. Yet the entire fucking state of IDAHO believes that there cow is going to be killed.
Well even if it does woopy fucking do
2. YOU CAN CALL THE DEFENDERS OF WILDLIFE AND THEY WILL REIMBURSE YOUR STUPID ASS COW AND LIVESTOCK EXPENSES BITCH!!!!!
3. We need more wolves throughout the Rocky Fucking Mountains we only have one fucking wolf in Colorado if this shit passes we won't have any Estes Park being the "elk lovers" they are wont have wolves in Rocky Mountain State park because we enjoy the elk coming through our yards eating our gardens attacking our cars and kids and we are so in touch with nature, SUCK MY BALLS!
4. If we had wolves in Estes Park a 5 million dollar plan total! we wouldn't have to spend the 6 million tax dollars coming out of mine and your pay checks on getting people to shoot the elk every 10 years, on top of that the disease and famine of those stupid elk is just going to grow more and more SO GOD DAMMIT FUCK THIS PIECE OF SHIT GOVERNMENT AND THEIR MISINFORMED MINDS TOWARDS ANIMALS

Monday, March 2, 2009

DEAR LORD

as in I have something to share. Many people know I love Silverstein with a passion. Yet i really don't think anyone understands. This band can make me feel infinite, invincible and just endless. I can be living a shit day, and for some reason they just take it all away from me, put me in such a good spot where I feel whole again, I feel of worth I feel important, I feel like my possibilities are endless and the weight of the fucking world isn't on my back. The classes, the work, the studying , and all of the FUCKING SHIT IN MY DAY IS ACCEPTED AND I LEARN TO LIVE AGAIN!!!
I get so damn depressed sometimes, but if i listen to just one song I feel so righteous.
If you have a band like that let me know and we can talk.
I just want the world to know what this band is to me.
What this band does for me.

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

BREAKSESH 08

OH MY GOODNESS
I'm finally done with my first semester of what was the most awesome yet difficult four months of my life. College is definitely one of those experiences. Even if you don't plan on going to college just go for one semester. Your outlook on life changes so much and your really learn your priorities in life. My life in highschool was all about Tony Hawk's Underground, and The Office. Now i barely have time for either. I look back at what life was like during high school and it wasn't bad at all but from what my life is now, I would hate to go back. Finals week was a bitch, I was freaking out nonstop but for some reason i couldn't buckle down. My inner conscious just knows sometimes the right way to do things and as much as I may be "freaking out" about it my entire body and mind is saying don't worry it will be fine.
I studied for like two hours total for Biology and got a 90 on my final, in Chemistry I got a 70 on my final. The ACS exam that the average student only gets a 20 percent on. I give myself props but now i'm more stoked than ever for another semester of College. Now that i know how things go down i have a little bit more of a grip on the steering wheel. BAM PLUS next semester my radio show is going to be sick I've had it three shows now and it's beyond AWESOME in fact its BEYAWEOMSE!!!
KYLE AND I ARE GOING TO START MAKING FLIERS AND SHIT TO ADVERTISE he's got some weird ideas but so do I so its awesome. This lady at safeway told me about her retirement and how she wants to learn how to use computers. To learn how to use computers shes taking classes at the community college so now she has to get a part time job. I told her that she should just get her grand kids to show her. By the look on her face and the awkward silence i'd of thought that she never thought of that idea.
SO BAM CHANGES LIVES WILLIAM WOODS 2008
IN STORES 2008 BAM BAM BAM BAM 2008 WILLIAM WOODS
IN STORES IN STORES 2008
2008
IN STORES

P.S. The GFRIEND and I have been hitt'n up some sweet Christmas parties

Friday, December 5, 2008

SAY WHAT DANCE FEST 08

So on the first Wednesday of every month in room 449 at 4:49 pm for 49 magical minutes there is an epic dance party.
I seemed to have busted everyones balls on this one cuz my moves were that INTENSE!!!!!
MELTING FACES AND GIVING ORGASMS is the best way to describe it.


Thats me busting out the move i like to call " WHAT THE FUCK IS COMING OUT OF MY STOMACH"
Just know that there is little in this world better at getting out emotional sludge than dancing
DANCING 24/7 365!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THATS HOW ITS DONE!!!!!!



Just to give you a look at what it was like on the dance floor i think the flash kind of takes away from the feel, but that's m buddy Craig he danced so hard a brick flew off of a shelf and clunked him in the head but he just dance-walked it out it was one of the more brutal things i have seen since coming on to the dance scene.

Monday, December 1, 2008

The end of break and the start of Shaving

BAM!!!!
So i'm back from the great warmth of home to the rigid poo smelling college life HAHA YES!!!!!!!!!!!!
I shaved my sweet beard today and i don't really miss it
It wasn't really a beard it was more like someone through glue on my face and then a ball of pubes and Douala i got a sweet looking whatever you want to call it on my face that is hair.

I have so much to be doing right now but I'm so excited for my RADIO SHOW TONIGHT FROM 6-8 that i am officially freaking out
I napped then i worked on my lab REPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and then i drank an energy drink and then REALLY STARTED WORKING ON MY LAB REPORE!!!
I'm telling you right now that nice little break 2 weeks before Winter break is heaven
I did absolutley nothing and now I am so excited to rule the shit out of my classes
I just got an 85 on my Chem testarooni and before that i got a much needed 80 on my Biologenesis( Biology) test!!!!
NOW ALL I HAVE TO DO IS FREAK THE FUCK OUT ABOUT MY FINALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BECAUSE MY GRADES ARE AT THAT SWEET SWEET POINT WHERE ITS PASS OR FAIL which i guess is the case for all grades and finals unless you have an A++++++++++++++++++++++++ and thats a shit load of pluses!!!!
I am off to the radio starish life so until we meet again I am going to say......
uhhhhhhhhhhhhh
well fuck it i dont know later gator

Friday, November 28, 2008

BREAKSGIVING

THANKSGIVING
FULL OF FOOD at least for me which i'm super thankful for.
I woke up to so many people's texts that i could tell were sent to everyone else on their phone list.
I happen to dis like that shit
COME ON is it really that hard to personalize it a little bit
I don't even know how nor want to know how to mass text
TEXT MESSAGES should be personal haha well to some extent
So far i worked two days this break and they were really pleasant.
It was the easiest shift in the world. It consisted of me watching some old people swim laps while i power washed the deck and blasted SOME CHRISTMAS JAMS 08
IT was KILLER!
I recently sold my Keytar on EBAY FOR 350 dollars which was SOO KICK ASS!
I bought it for 155 off ebay after i got my wisdom teeth out
I had this BALLS dream of myself creating the world with a YAMAHA SHS-10 It was those crazy drugs they put me under with. I then made it a life goal to own a keytar i have to say the pain pills might have had something to do with it. So I recently bought the Lights cd



If you feel like listening to music that makes you want to get on with your life this is it!!!!!!!
I have been enjoying it a lot lately and give that shit a listen.
Anyways i also got some new wheels for my heelies so i'll be shredding it up GNAR GNAR any chance i get but the sidewalks on campus make me fall ALL THE TIME
THUS I LOOK FOOLISH BUT FUCK THOSE PEOPLE I DO WHAT I WANT
SAME TO YOU
LETS KEEP IT REAL, PEACE

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

they don't get it

girls, politicians, and professors,
fuck them

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

PLANTS

So in biology we are learning about plants, boring as shit right.
BUT BAMOMATIC, plants are pretty kick ass
CHECK CHECK IT
did you know that tomato plants when an insect such as a caterpillar feasts upon its leaves, within seconds the plant lets out two hormones.
one hormone a protease inhibitor that that fucks with the caterpillars ability to DIGEST, then it lets off another one that makes the caterpillar smell really good to some predators out there, so not only does it stop the caterpillar in its tracks its going out for vengeance.
Did you know when a plant is grazed it actually improves the photosynthetic rate of the plant, and the plant grows 4 stems for ever 1 that was eaten, I'm like shit that's why dem weeds in my backyurd be all crazy in da summertime.
THEN THERES THE PLANTS IN THE DESSERT LIKE MOSQUITE TREES BECAUSE THE ROOTS ON IT GROWS INTO THE GROUND 40 ft.
i'm kind of blown away.
KEVIN COSTNER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
was at my school yesterday talking about OBAMA!!!
IT WAS PRETTY SICK WIT IT!!!
HES A GOOD GUY

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

ahhh yes


so i have been giving the new Copeland a listen to, and i am really impressed.
There past album Eat,Sleep, Repeat is really depressing, still good but really depressing.
Anyways this one; You Are My Sunshine, is really good.
It made me think a lot about what life is about.
These thoughts are not new for me but it was a reminder.
I could be blind, or only have one leg.
I could be mentally challenged, or i could have cancer.
I could be starving and broke, stranded in some city i don't know
Both of my parents could be dead.
LIFE COULD BE SO MUCH WORSE
I COULD GO ON FOREVER WITH THIS LIST


IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE
IT COULD ALWAYS BE WORSE

don't take shit for granted, and just live life to the fullest
and i support this 100 percent of the time
there is no need to waste your time being sad, when there is SO MUCH TO BE HAPPY ABOUT!!!!
LIVE YOUR FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Silverstein October 14th, 2008

I have been pondering how i was going to go about talking about that night for 4 nights now and you think it would be easy.
WRONG!!!!!!!!!!
holy shit what went on was so incredible, and so beyond the comprehension of anything i have ever felt that it is impossible for me to type on this.
IT IS NOT DOING THE JUSTICE, NO WHERE NEAR THE JUSTICE!!!!!!!




YOU'RE JUST GOING TO HAVE TO ASK ME IN PERSON.
indescribable

Saturday, September 27, 2008

tonight



As i stood outside to talk to the people smoking in front of the fresh air intake.
Something swooped right over me.
DAT RIGHT DERE WAS A PEREGRINE FALCON
DAT SHIT WAS TIGHT!

BIOLOGY AND THE REASONS FOR KILLING

Every animal on this beautiful planet is made up of cells. Cells that consist of DNA; mitochondria; a nucleus; and many other organelles that creates the basis of life. If every animal whether it be a driver ant to a human being is made up of the same basic structure, why is it that we find it so easy to put ourselves as humans in front of our cell brothers. We as humans claim we are the head of the animal kingdom. We invented tools, fire, and religion. We also hunted extraordinary beings to extinction, we continue to pollute this world uncontrollably, and we find it extremely easy to center the world on ourselves. I am nothing more than this: I have eaten a hamburger and not thought twice about the cow that died for my snack; I have thrown an M-80 down an ant mound; and I constantly take for granted the simplest things. I am just like everyone else; except I see these things and I try my hardest to neglect them. We as the “higher” species kill and take as we want. We do not think for a second about our actions and we see no need for a change.
The earliest men were hunters, being omnivorous; we needed a supply of meat along with vegetables and fruit. The men would walk out into the vast fields of green scouting for a heard of caribou while the women would gather the fresh greens they have growing in their garden. This was a time of equilibrium. Humans were one with nature, and we were an even part of the ecosystem cycle. We killed to survive, and we were grateful for what we had. Now and days, everyone above the poverty line wants what they don’t have and when they have it, its useless to them. It seems to be our nature these days. We are given so much on a silver platter that we, never take into account how lucky we all are. We kill on mass scales, we destroy and ruin anything we touch, and we thirst for more, spreading the disease like wildfire.
I try to look back to the day it all started, when everyone stopped caring and only knew what they wanted. It could just be the nature of Homo sapiens, but materialism is our worst mistake. When we see something we like we want it. When we get it we begin to loose interest. Therefore there is a never ending chain of supply and demand. We want the clothes of our idols, the toys of our friends, and the lover of our best friend. The saddest part is that most of the time, we don’t even take into consideration of what we are doing and who we are hurting in the process. We don’t think about the kids in the sweat shops in China, nor the relationship you are about to tarnish. You think about that thing, obsess over it, and wrap your greedy self around it and constrict till all you have left is a quick meal.
Our nature as humans evolves everyday with what we wear to how we feel. We love, we hate, we cry. So why don’t people see dogs this way; and if they do; why don’t they see bees this way, or snakes, or even mosquitoes this way. Every creature on this planet feels the same way we feel. Everything sees what we see. We are too busy caring about what we want to ever stop and not only put you in another’s shoes but into a whole separate body. To see what is like to not know if your offspring is going to live, to not know when your next meal is going to be, and to know that your life can be taken from you at any moment. Human beings are put on a pedestal because we have “conquered,” and, “taken,” and, “ruined.” We conquer like every animal conquers. We take like every animal takes, but we ruin like no other animal. To me that is nothing to be put on a pedestal.

Monday, September 22, 2008

ANIMALS!!

TODAY IS GLORIUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that word can't go out of style atleast not on this day.
i ruled my Biology test atleast i think i did, plus I have been writing animal facts all over my neighbors' white boards. I just am ruling it!!!!
I'm telling you SILVERSTEIN mixed with STEVE IRWIN, just gets me pumped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am just loving every second of my day at this moment.
Even though i'm bored thus i am writing here, I AM PUMPED!!!
oh 22.5 days till Silverstein on October 14th 2008 YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
just that thought brings up my adrenaline sooooo much more.
I'm fucking PUMPED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am sick too atleast almost sick but still pumped as shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to sing every word of every single song of ever single album of SILVERSTEIN to you right now but you aren't here. SO FUCKING SHIT!
way to dissapoint me!!!!!!!!!
no its cool don't get yourself down on it.
Blogs such as this are kind of lame, i'm ranting but thats what blogs are atleast mine .
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